whenever i say i want to quit cosplaying and i'm quitting cosplay etc.. i don't end up quitting D:
after saying that for 20000-infinitys, i finally came to this conclusion:
i am NOT quitting cosplay, i am only changing MY ATTITUDE towards it.
after all, it's just a hobby which i indulge as an outlet to unleash my artistic masochism and it used to be my form of escapism from university studies.
i used to take it ALL SO SRSLY and honestly, it made me such a bitter person ;^; i never intended to since all i ever wanted was to look good and not be picked on while dressing up as whatever character i want. it came to the point where... i started HATING cosplay. however, at the same time, i love MAKING cosplays.
in addition, being pushed by my own's batshit career-woman self, i have tons other better things to do that cosplay. this is not a hobby which i am able to turn into my career. it's just a passion, like how i have mad passion for fashion (OMGITRHYMESHURR) but much less.
at the end of the day however, no harm done guys
really.. no harm at all. so chillax okay??
it's just me, not being serious about cosplay anymore and only focussing on things that really matters in my life right now and for the future.