HURRO 2011

EVENTUALLY I'M USING THE SUB THAT GAME ME FOR XMAS
oTL
THANK YOU

it's 2011 already o.O
and i totally missed out writing or submitting anything for xmas
i kinda... abandoned my dA .____.

i have been busy with costumes, work, fabric shopping, xmas and new year since.. mid december till.. now?? xDD"
work ended early today o/
so i might as well not check my dA inbox and update my page first~

BY UPLOADING A VERY UNMOE COSPLAY PHOTO o/


*gets shot*


ossu!

i'd like to take this chance WHILE I HAS A SUB *yay* to make a looooonnnngggg journal entry about how 2010 went for me *is totally a grandma*
so.. might get rambly and draggy

you can ignore me if you want to ;D


*uses sub-text to lessen space usage*




<sub>2010 has really been a year of ups and downs.
no.
more like a pukeylicious hell coaster ride.

so many things had happened..
so many thing done yet so many are still undone..
so many dramas..
and lots of mistakes realised
and learnt some (i hope)

my parents eventually gave up on *controlling* me

i won't.. go to details
but
shortly, it meant to me as a chance to stand on my own feet.

it's CORNY

I KNOW

but nevermind me...


ok
back to the loooonnnggg post


i haven't done much at all for 2010.
in fact, it's too little to be even considered =3=

on the drawing side:
i haven't been drawn anything AT ALL
it seems that cosplaying has taken over my time for drawing.. almost *brakes*
i still draw, for the course that i'm currently studying.
but i cbb to put them up.
they're uni projects, not really worth looking at TBH

on the cosplay side:
what started from being no-cosplay to still-stubbornly-cosplaying-then-fucked-up-my-life(forabit)
became got-banned-from-cosplaying-but-still-seekretly-cosplaying to..
still secretly cosplaying
8D
*gets shot*

i know cosplaying will hurt my studies..
as long as i manage my time properly, i know i can keep up with it o/

time management is crucial anyways, and i have always been very very poor at that oTL


towards the end of the year, i have been thinking a lot..
a lot.. a lot...
a lot.

about where i am lacking
and which parts of myself i could improve on..

what wrongs i have done
and how i should correct it
most importantly, to NOT involve others into my shit xDD"

the thing that i've done in 2010 really shows how much i actually suck LOL
i suck SO BAD
it BURNS k???
and i'm simply not good enough..
i'm not of the same level as those people who tell me what i can and cannot do.
even when i tried harder,
everyone know i should have listened no matter what the outcome is.

i'm. simply. not. good. enough.
*stabs self*
orz


but i want to work harder and be better.



i have been trying to make amendments to myself and make new positive habits.
of course, wrote my new year resolutions too 8D
who hasn't LOL?

i hope i can keep them up
so that i can accomplish more in 2011
and eventually, become a better person</sub>



thank you for reading