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re:cosplay
whenever i say i want to quit cosplaying and i'm quitting cosplay etc.. i don't end up quitting D:
after saying that for 20000-infinitys, i finally came to this conclusion:
i am NOT quitting cosplay, i am only changing MY ATTITUDE towards it.
after all, it's just a hobby which i indulge as an outlet to unleash my artistic masochism and it used to be my form of escapism from university studies.
i used to take it ALL SO SRSLY and honestly, it made me such a bitter person ;^; i never intended to since all i ever wanted was to look good and not be picked on while dressing up as whatever character i want. it came to the point where... i starte
reminiscing 2012 and onwards to 2013
i felt like writing a new entry but i don't like having too many journals XD
so here's an edit + update instead~
:bulletred: 2012 :bulletred:
it's the last day of 2012 and looking back, there is so much i want to say about this year.
it hasn't exactly been forgiving. so much depressing things had happened, mistakes made, hurting people, lost them... at times it felt like it has been an emotional roller coaster for my little batshit self. i lost count of the number of times i cried myself to sleep xD it has been really really difficult all the way from start till december 20th
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please pardon the lame AS3 code/title thing and i will try my best to keep this short and sweet ><
a while back, i posted this.
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i'm so sorry for stirring up all the feels and air-ing my dirty life laundry and i would like to thank you all for your kind messages on the deviation! i don't know how to reply to them but thank you so much for those heartfelt messages :heart:
as of 8th december 2012, on saturday morning at 8am, the result of my lifelong struggle (especially during the last two months) to get to the first step upon chasing my impossible dreams.. i have finally graduated from university and earned my Bachelor's d
apologies for inactivity!!
uni is ending soon and i've been having too much things on my brain and everywhere else to juggle!
i do visit dA on and off to check messages but i've let them pile up again ;A;
i don't think i can check every single one of them but thank you so much for your comments and favs and waches! please don't get offended if i don't end up replying..
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